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as of june , it has now been three years since i started rottenware and five years since i started coding. it seems surreal how much time has passed, however i do have a sour little feeling knowing that i have yet to achieve all the goals i had in mind when i began this website. I started rottenware so i could have my own digital diary , a place where i could share my art, my feelings and improve my coding abilities and while i was able to do some of that, i still feel like there is so much things i can do here∘ ∘ ∘ ( °ヮ° ) ! it doesn't help that for the past three years i was also dealing with a lot issues such as attending an enginnering school that has rendered me with very little free time and also left me dealing with a lot of health issues due to stress,lack of sleep and a very poor diet. Finding the motivation to work on this was really hard. i was also not knowing what i really wanted to do with this site(you can see that by the amount of time i have redone/reworked the layout lol) and while i still dont have a concrete idea for this site i figured it's more important for me now to work on all those missing pages rather than focus on the visuals and aesthetics. Hopefully, this simpler layout will motivate me to work on this more (っ◞‸◟ c).i have a lot of plans for this , i really want this site to embody that feeling of those small personal websites from the early 2000s since i am very fond of that specific era of internet culture. i hate most social medias nowadays and try not to use them as often as i feel they are devoid of any personality and are overall just a big waste of time. truthfully i would love to delete them but i keep some still as a way of talking with friends/family. the only social media platform that i still enjoy is tumblr ! since i love how you can curate your feed nicely and can customise your profile as much as you want and i find most people on tumblr to be pretty nice :3 , i have also been thinkingof trying spacehey since it looks very cool!i was too young to experience the peak of myspace so it's nice to experience something similar. to conclude this entry i'll mention how i have been doing lately , if you have ever read my older entries you would know that i was trying to get into computer science but i ended up in process engineering it wasn't my first choice and i was sad for a while but i don't mind it anymore i think what i am studying now is also intresting ! i still want to deepen my knowledge of coding and computers but it's something i will have to focus on after getting my degree which i only have one more year and half to go hopefully! and it seems like this year is gonna be ligther than the previous ones schedule wise so i'll have more time for my hobbies so i'll try to work on this in my free time! if i don't end up doing that however please don't be mad at me my lack of motivation is truly my biggest enemy.՞߹ - ߹՞ thank you for reading and see ya ! ☆⌒(ゝ。∂) -Lain ⠀